All or nothing

TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAY! I move into my new humble abode... and by humble I mean there will be four of us to a room. Not a big room. But I am SO excited. The past few days have been a whirlwind of purpose... i've run more errands than i'd like to admit and actually my back is a little bit sore from packing. That's sad. But I feel so blessed to have a purpose this week. I have been so busy and so happy doing it. I feel very at peace with things... my one struggle is having constant communication with the Lord. I've always thought of it as a "quiet time once a day" deal but i'm realizing it's not... and I love to journal but I can't really carry my journal around with me every where I go and just starting journaling at the hair salon while a man named Stacy cuts my hair. I'm working on the internal dialect that I desire so much. I don't know why it's so difficult for me. Sometimes I just refuse to slow down and think. I feel like I jump from two extremes... over analyzing and not analyzing at all. Except for the moment in my whirlwind day where I stopped and smelled every body wash at Walgreens. I did over analyze that a bit. My point is I seem to be an all or nothing person sometimes. I want to be ALL and I want to be in prayer but I don't want to be bogged down by my thoughts. I think that calls for prayer. Perhaps internally? It's a start!